nasty

when it comes to promises, i accept the fact that some people, they tend to break on mutual promises where they believe, the appearance of some other problems, may create the chaos to cancel the promise. and what this supposed to mean is that, when u promised to go out with our boyfriend, and u cancelled it because of numerous reasons i predict.


however, different perceptions and analogy can be used for another situation. its a business promise that, there is an intention to create a legal relation, which means, supposedly, a mere contract is in there. if all elements are fulfilled, should i guess, a contract is being contracted here.

thus, when u had a business promise, the break of the agreement even the slightest, may bring u harm even though if u do not request for it.

a person who acknowledged u, as somone respected, being disgraceful lied, and the broken promise seems to be hard to be accepted.

additional fees i guess, is just another reason, for us to reject u and say, "deal is absolutely off"


u broke the promise, and charging more to us, and we tend to figure out, that the rent was a lil bit up to the sky ; that what makes you off the deal.

what i learn is that, never break a business promise ; u'll suffer to death.


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thank you for the BREAK

To be frank, i know, i am having this definite absolute unqualified feeling - happiness.
examinations had just come to the end and it makes the frown on everyones face changed to smiles!


here comes the cuti, which i bet, everyone is waiting precautiously for it. haha.



cuti ;
nak buat apa?


SHOPPING!!!
damn it. - kumpul duit dulu laahh..

but, i am exactly happy cause i have already bought the cardigan i have been aiming for all this while! haha.


MOVIE marathon!!!
this doesnt concern me that muchhh! but, well, i simply enjoy it.


lets get everything perfectly in line..

people..

im telling you
people,

i am ending up everything by
tomorrow.

let the

clock explains it all..

when life becomes so irrelevant, what would be the first thing to come out from your mouth?

" sometimes love comes around, and it knocks you down, just get back up when it knocks you down"

people knocks you down when it comes to love.

that is most probably happening to a person as lame as me. it is merely something that had happened, not a thing that i always say, it wouldn't happen.

tell me now, it knocks me real down.

tell me now, its nailing me to the real end.

tell me now, it hits me to the ground.

i really am considering myself, to what extent have i been a bad lil girl, that i have to be treated like that?

a little-real-deep-sincere SORRY may wash away all the things. but, its nothing that i gain, its just a big headed gun, who shoots me, whenever she/he feels to do it.

i am a big dumb loser, who is running after someone who hates me for always being there helping and lending my hands..

"LOVE IS IN THE air"

that explains every single thing.

you made people down, and that makes you happier than other people on earth.

let me tell you this,

i love you from the very first day i saw you,

i like to be with you, telling everything that we should share

regardless of anything that had happened between us,

i still have you in my heart,

thats you,

a lovable kind of friend,

a girl who listens to stories,

someone who will be there when i need.

love is always a problem.

im not being bossy or anything construing to jealousy.

its just the little part of me being left out at the staircase u leave me.

tell me that i am bad,

posting this post.

its just deep inside my heart,

im losing a friend like you,

who totally acts too defensive over a boyfriend.

i may sound silly, but

that is how any person reacts upon you.

i pray for the every single happiness you wish.

=) =(

EMPTY

lately, i have been beating my brains out of everything. things had just been so hard; when u kept thinking over something to hard and yet, ure not settling anything - sounds bad.
too bad, i am having my finals in say, 2 days.. derrr.. on top of that, the weeks before had been a seriously-needing-cure weeks. i went to a few pharmacies and found no antidote to cure this. i may say, its a fail to cure the seriously hurt weeks, with tonnes of things to do

what concern me a lot on this particular week was the arabic video. i can say, its a successful! haha. we had the shooting over at the CUrveeeee... haha. thats not far enough, as we first thought of doing it at pavillion. haha. again, it may be a blessing in disguise cause after all, cause i had lots of fun there, where in the very first place, i thought it wasnt any good luck when i am in curve. haha. (sempat shopping, that makes it a blessed one.haha)


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EMPTY- this concern on my longest period of time being single. i have no boyfriend at the moment. it disgusts you a lot maybe by reading this, cause people dont talk abt boyfies over on blogs! damn. for some people, they see me as bold as brass, as confident that you can ever imagine. i take that as a compliment, but for certain things, when it hurt my mind that much, my confidence level turn upside down.


ainie : ya, siapa yang record video korang?

yaya : boyfriend adik.

ainie : ouh, dia ada boyfriend erh?

yaya : ainie, derrr, EVERYONE HAS A BOYFRIEND!

ainie : ya, thats an insult to me! damn!

yaya : hahahah. sory!

thats hurts me pretty much. haha. ngok ah yaya! u made aizat eliya and wan even laughed too. u cracked the most bestest joke ever! haha.

well, i felt empty. i need you here. leaving you was a great regret!

azira : babe, pernah tak you rasa regret tinggalkan dia?

ainie : honestly, yes!

haha.. that conversation was a long time ago. still, it is freshly being a statue in my mind.
naaaaahhhh.. things are rewinding to the past and i hate that. i need my new life now. and i dont want to get my life now staggering reminding me of my pasts. pleaseeee.. but well, its life! life is life when you experience lots of things and remember it to enhance the better life of the future. moral, keep reminding urself of the past.
ye la, without the past, who can you be? kan? agreedddd!!!

LIFE IS ABOUT EXPERIENCING.

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p/s- i dont need to be that desperate to get my ex back even it keeps haunting me, thus, boyfriends are unneedable AT THE moment of publishing!! hahah.

it may not concern anyone

your life is considered as filthy rich when you can consider some reasons. well, for some people, they measure their money assets and property to tell people out there, that they are the most fucking absolute that none can challenge, orang kaya sedunia. i believe that this kind of believe stands for those who thinks money is the most important thing on earth. well, if you can make poeple pay for your kenny roger's meal, then you are absolutely poor and hardly earn no money in the pocket. i stress this once again, i thought of laying this down to those people who thinks people are merrier to be friends when the other party is filthy rich. to some people, paying their meal in mamak caused them a migraine. but, that is easily not my concern. the concern over here is that, you are simply nothing with just money. the point is not to elaborate more on this ridiculous topic, its just to remind you, that a good package doesnt always come to money-bragger ( if they exist such a word ). yeah, thanks for telling me that, loser!



why do people always whine over things that they do not own or simply talk too much?
a big house with good cars inside, the furnitures inside the house and the brands of the clothes they are wearing. that sounds

" omg, you sangat kaya lah babeeee"

and the person would absolutely smile and say derrrr, i am rich motherloser!

hahah.. sometimes, the feeling of laughing to certain people who loves telling brands too much is just on the top.

"i got this from zara"

"i got this from pasar malam"

does it make any difference? absolutely. haha..brand conscious- no resistance to it.


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on top of everything, friendships are the most significant part of all. when you are caught into a non-meticulous matter to fight, get emotional for that ; let us bring those down. cause you know why?
cause it matters nothing at all. cause it takes millions of years for you to just cool down. you may cry at the bus stop to ease the feelings, but keep it low. cause it makes it harder to just pretend nothing is happening. being in a pretentious way of life will not lead you anywhere. lets prove it.
being too much over a particular thing - that is so not the way. haha.

lets forgive and forget.

thats the common saying we always hear. but can we actually exercise the matter? trying to conceal the matter, is not the right way. let it out, and everything is down to earth.

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p/s - i know you better than she always do, LOSER!

camping

loads and tonnes of experiences that caught me in there. eishhh. its a narrative, i talk differently.

well, the camp held at hulu langat burst out every thing. i had bloody lots of fun. from the moment we arrived. BLUEBERRY rocks kay! dah lah the whole groupmates were superbly filled with noise and it wasnt any pollution that we created! haha.

sampai sampai kat sana, we had to masak. aduhai, the most oblivious part in myself. yeah, say it out, im such a vain person. im trying to endure it, damn! nasib baik we had these 3 coolest guys. yeah, we adore najib wae and fikri cause they cook better than i do. haha. well, dont worry to whom it may concern, cause i akan pandai memasak one dayy! haha. to whom it may concern i again say. haha.

on the evening, we had flying fox and water confidence. flying fox was the best moment la kan? dah la i voluntereed to be the first, then cam enjoy gila pula tuh.
kata wae : you go girl.
yang pasti, status SINGLE yeah! ahah..
then, water confidence best.. yeah, i love WATER. i can swim - thats practically showing off la kan? haha. tapi, seronok tengok most friends macam nak menanges terjun dalam air. especially nazi and tqah. and again, azira, do not think ure not inculded here.

azira : komander, tolong saya! saya takut!
hahahah..

atiq: komander, tolong saya, saya PANIK.
* ada tak org panik, then they shouted, dia panik? haha. sumpah atiq kelakar. haha.

after that, daia and me had the most grateful moment. mandi di kolah tu. omg, ni semua sara yang start dulu, cz dia suggest mandi kat situ. yeah rite, at least mandi kay? haha.

during the night, hahahahha.. malam kebudayaan again. macam biasa la, when it comes to drama, they assumed me to have the most gedik way of living on earth. and again, i had to become the most gedik girlfriend any boy boy could possibly have.. yeah rite, cause its not me in totality! haha. at that night juga, ada night walk.

komander bobo : siapa yang dalam family dia ada bela benda tu, sila jumpa aku.

ainie (dalam hati) : bela benda tu? takkan lah nak beritahu. haha.

bobo, dulu, mesti kau punya psychology time asasi dapat A+++++ kan? tahniah la, cause uve made the best effort. but, well, i just love bobo. he is cunningly pandai berlakon tetiba emo! haha.
tak ley blah la malam tu, jalan dengan fikri najib and wae, tiga ekor jantan ni, rupa rupanya penakut. haha i can predict, im significantly berani sedikit daripada dorang. considering najib is water phobia and fikri macam macam la. haha. cuma, malam night walk wasnt like what i expected.

malam tu tak tidur. wehuuu.. tahniah la kan. haha.

the next day, pagi2 dah bobo marah, and fazli, pun tetiba suruh buat "motor" and like baling benderaaa.. wahh, sumpah nak nanges.. nasib baik, ada komander hafiz. i sumpah like him so much. such a cool person, who can neutralise situations! haaa.

komander hafiz ( ketika semua orang kena buat motor) : tak pa korang, buat betol, sikit lagi je kay?

ainie : how sweet! hahaha.

later,

komander fazli : jalan for jungle trekking dua jam weyh

ainie : komander (dengan gaya yg selalu ainie buat) kalau tak menipu tak sah. 2 minit cakap la 2 minit.

yeah right, memang betul pun.. aha. 2 jam berjalan. thank you to najib especially, teman ainie all the way to the top of the air terjun and tahniah, kerana, tempat JATUH NAJIB LAGI DIKENANG! and because of that, made me fell too. haha.

situation - semua orang bergambar sepanjang perjalanan dan ingin di tag di facebook.

najib : kenapa tak tag kat friendster?
ainie: mana ada orang guna fs dah la.
najib: bersyukur la sikit, kalau tak da friendster, korang bukan kenal facebook.

hahahahaah. betul gak kan? thank you frenster! agagaga.

btw, air terjun was super damn awesome. and part paling best, sambil berjalan menuju ke air terjun, komander fazli suruh platun nyanyi lagu. haha.. sepohon kayu pun ada gakkk. tak tahan laahh..
ishhh! tak tahu la nak cakap macam mana. but, we all, had bloody fun along the way. i just cant find any other suitable word that can desribve the joy and happiness that i went through, but well, it was superbly perfect.


jappppp..
the climax..

fazli : siapa tak pakai name tag?

most of us raised up our beautiful tanned hands! hah.

fazli : MOTOR sekarang..

ainie : cam sial la. tak larat okayyy!

semua orang buat motor. shit! sakit gila kaki. yang tak tahan, fazli maki maki lagi. gaya nak sepak semua ada. megat aiman tak tahan la. menjerit2. semua komander la.

then, cikgu Tun turun, and jerit. at tha moment, semua dah kena buat pumping. like cam bengong la gakk. sumpah benci komander time tu. benci gila babi. rasa nak angkat tangan and menjawab, tapi bila fikir, kemarahan komander and takut kesatria tak dapat A, luntur la semangat nak menjawab. hahaha.

then, few names were called and to add more, they were the one yang paling banyak masalah.
then,

bobo : aku nak hantar kawan korang yang bermasalah pergi kolam pacat.

ainie and frens : tak nak!!!

i started to cry when he announced that, and the kolam pacat added to my overboard cry! haha. ainie, just the typical drama queen. but well, i really cry, cz i love my friends. its just undeniable. haha. and to be more frank, my friends told me, they started to cry seeing me crying. haha..

bobo : pehal pula? kawan korang ni bermasalahhh..

ainie and frens : kitaorang sayang kawan. ( tak tahan la kan part ni?)


bobo : aku tak kisah. tapi, before aku hantar, aku nak korang nyanyi lagu ikut aku.

bobo : ALLAH SELAMATKAN KAMU..................

happy birthday to them. weheheeee..
SURPRISE! guys, we had fun with that surprise.

bobo : ainie (in his way of calling my name), kau nanges lagi napa? berhenti dulu.

hahahaha..

conclusion :

i just love the camping,

i love all commanders and all my friends at camping!!!!